Story Of a Heartbreaker
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First love so sweet thought was forever,
But truth made me only a dreamer.
Short absence he wandered to another,
Left him he said I am a heartbreaker.
-2
Marriage with children didn't last,
I'm the leader for irresponsible he was,
Bored, dissillusioned left him for another,
Except him everyone called me a heartbreaker.
-3
He whom I chose above even my children,
First was perfect, sweet; after -sour, bitter,
Did me pains, a womanizer I cry,
Left him he wept, said I am a heartbreaker.
-4
Came him that seemed to be perfect,
I knew for him I am the only one,
Yet his jealousy, possessiveness made me ran,
From him too I heard a heartbreaker I am.
-5
Relation with a younger married man,
My double sin already an aged woman,
He's no difference from them that gone,
Left him he's hurt a heartbreaker I am.
-6
Eventually, another love came again,
Womanizer, a nestor, drinker all in one,
If I left the others why not him?
Same words I heard a heartbreaker I am.
-7
Moment alone I thought what really I am,
Am I impatient, unforgivable woman?
Am I selfish, cruel from them only to want,
Trust, honesty, their love only mine?
-8
Who, what they were didn't matter,
Slave I am for I'd love them truly,
Had asked nothing expensive or fancy.
Only mutual feelings with respect and care.
-9
As I stand again by the river of romance,
Looking at Loves that swims in abundance,
Wandering to myself should I try once again,
Give myself again another one more chance.
-10
For being alone, nights were very long,
So days were empty with nobody around,
Forgiving children were on their own,
My heart still yearned the love I want.
-11
Age that past over the half of a century,
Gave me a rippled skin, aching weak body,
Sad to realized I must catch really,
One more Love as only for company.
-12
Yes, a company for my restless soul,
No more lust to eat the forbidden apple,
Love to fill my spiritual contentment,
To mend my broken heart, me, the Heartbreaker.